Yesterday's thoughts come to me all bunched up, begging to be sorted out.
Recently, we were asked to step up to an organizational spot... that would mean both, a great opportunity to get involved, and a pretty large increase of time dedicated to it.
So I ask, what is it that I want for my life? once knowing the answer, I could move forward towards that particular goal or goals... I am not talking about a very particular goal, like having X job or living in X location but more a place of the heart, on where I want my heart to be placed. What will make me grow closer to Christ and make me be more and more like Him?
So yeah, it does feel like opening a can of worms, a line of questioning that wants me to find out a life guideline. To find out what is on my heart before moving forward (danger of stalling?)
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Where to start?
So I hear blogging is the thing to do.
Allowing others to read your thoughts in such an intimate way that they might feel they know you ever so much more.
One problem arises, though,... lately I have been very misunderstood. I ask a question or comment about something in particular and receive a most akward, not to say amusing surprise.. given that it concerns a rather different topic.
Overexplaining in a blog might keep me from such misdemeanors, or it might increase them (at least I don't have to see the faces of total confusion when the reader is trying to decipher my thoughts with a dictionary alongside) but either way, lack of communication might elliminate people from misunderstanding my words, but it won't do a thing to alter the deeper misunderstandings, those of the soul, of the actions and of the emotions.
Beloved, if you read this, know that my heart longs to learn the deep art of intimate communication. Of knowing what the other means before the 99999 words used to explain it. (Oh if I had just used that ONE last word!)
I think this is good enough for a start.
And, by the way, to those fellow parents, it definetely is easier to type without a 6-month-old-I-want-to-explore-the-keyboard pretty girl in your lap.
:D
Allowing others to read your thoughts in such an intimate way that they might feel they know you ever so much more.
One problem arises, though,... lately I have been very misunderstood. I ask a question or comment about something in particular and receive a most akward, not to say amusing surprise.. given that it concerns a rather different topic.
Overexplaining in a blog might keep me from such misdemeanors, or it might increase them (at least I don't have to see the faces of total confusion when the reader is trying to decipher my thoughts with a dictionary alongside) but either way, lack of communication might elliminate people from misunderstanding my words, but it won't do a thing to alter the deeper misunderstandings, those of the soul, of the actions and of the emotions.
Beloved, if you read this, know that my heart longs to learn the deep art of intimate communication. Of knowing what the other means before the 99999 words used to explain it. (Oh if I had just used that ONE last word!)
I think this is good enough for a start.
And, by the way, to those fellow parents, it definetely is easier to type without a 6-month-old-I-want-to-explore-the-keyboard pretty girl in your lap.
:D
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